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Author: Duaa Abu Al-Ala (Norsin)

I am the darkness of the lonely night... I am the light that dispersed the darkness of the soul and scattered it into stars, I am dispersion and illusion, I am the dream, I am the lie and the truth... I am the daughter of love... I am the daughter of betrayal, I am the obedient rebel, I am innocence and sin, I am the fruit of deception in the name of love, and love without the covenant of sin.

I am not a bastard.. I am the love abandoned by two lovers and left to breathe its last breaths. I am the promise made by half a man. And believed by a woman lacking in reason: I am the promise whose blood was shed on the ground.

Dying beach.

My life is a handful of defining moments, one moment of betrayal shattered my world.

And you threw me like a speck of dust into the heart of a hurricane of confusion and hyenas, struggling alone with a broken wing. And a moment of a branch that threw me into the heart of darkness, floundering, searching for the light. And a moment of weakness in which I rejected myself, hated myself, and wanted to scream, so that my voice would shake the walls of injustice. And a moment of salvation that led me to the beginning of the road, realizing that what is coming is difficult, but not impossible. And there was a moment when I believed that light was born from the womb of darkness.