Love me

You are like water, flowing into my being with infinite lightness, quenching the thirst of my soul yearning for a purely emotional relationship. Your sorrows, your obsessions, your confusion, your choices and your decisions, they are your sediments that weighed down my heart for many long years. I could not get rid of them in any way, so I found myself faced with one choice with no alternative: to abandon you by being close to you, and to cling to you from afar. So today I ask you not to allow your absences to be prolonged, increasing the pain in my heart and increasing the cruelty of your soul. The absence of your body does not hurt me as much as the absence of your soul. Your body is more absent, but your soul has remained around me always, loving me and I love it. Do not let your soul be absent for long, do not let your absences from my mind be prolonged, for I know that if you do not pass through my mind, then I do not pass through your mind. Issa.. My sad piece of music.. You always boasted about the depth of your melodies, and hated music that doesn’t hurt the soul, so you became in and of yourself a painful piece of music immortalized in my memory forever and ever. Today I gave up writing its lyrics, forced to do so, so that you could write them with your soul as one word.. Love me.