Waiting for you

Novel summary:
I used to think that a person would deny his mistakes in front of everyone, and admit them when he is alone!
You don't know all this, and I can come back to you without telling you anything so we can finish what we started.
Together, but if I come back to you without telling you what happened, I won't be worthy of you.
Even if I told you and apologized to you and you accepted my apology, I would not be worthy of your forgiveness!
So I decided to leave you, I changed my phone number and tried to forget everything that was between us
In the past, I tried hard to forget that I met you, and what a difficult attempt it was!
I traveled far to complete the journey of forgetting, I spent long days outside alone.
My complexion turned pale and dark circles appeared under my eyes. I never felt any relief or rest.
I looked ten years older than my age!
I lived far from you and I am torn apart, the feeling of regret still takes over my heart and sleep
He still leaves me!
After many months I decided to return to my home. I realized that there was no longer any point in
run away
I came back knowing that you had completed your life away from me, but on the contrary I decided to
I live on what remains of my memories with you.
I preferred to live with it and write it so that it would not be lost and obliterated!
I just wanted to write about you and for you. Whenever I found something I wanted to write, I wrote to you.
My only refuge from the cruelty of life is away from you!