ability to move on

I sit on a cloudy morning, staring at the emptiness you left for me… You taught me love, and you were incomplete! You lacked honesty… Like a bird teaching another to fly, even though they don’t know how! You filled me with love; Until I reached the pinnacle of my dreams… Then you left… I was falling between those dreams! I opened my hands, afraid of colliding, and suddenly I was flying! I caressed the clouds until I became a part of them. I once told you: “Let me be your cloud.” Remember? Close to you, chasing you wherever you go; To bestow God’s mercy upon you… My love for the clouds was passionate, but now things are different! I fly to forget the pain… To forget your abandonment! I go against your directions… I fly from my disappointment! I am a sad cloud filled with blackness… A sentence revolves in my head, confusing me; Until it makes me forget the universe… “The ability to move on.” But how? Our love was too great for me to forget in a few months!