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He claimed that late in life, after the poisoning deaths of his two dogs, the secession of the South from the fourth capital, the trauma of the bombing of the two Buddha statues in Bamiyan—the target—and the removal of two internal organs (an appendix and a cirrhotic liver), coinciding with the depletion of the first edition of the book that made him famous, "Anthropophobia," which he now considers to have been utter nonsense, he was struck by a revelation. It was like a revelation, since he had long been deprived of any awareness, and the remaining time within him was no longer sufficient to cultivate the second. He understood that he had been the victim of a malicious plot, one in whose success he had participated with sincere and devoted dedication, a plot orchestrated by a fate or metaphysical will that ultimately succeeded in being orchestrated by it.
He said: “Leave history alone. You must always avoid eight: the pretender, the pretender to its making, and the pretender to always being from it. Reading Hegel is the first and most crucial step to finally overcoming the need to read Hegel. History does not repeat itself, but rather continues. The problem lies in the preparation of man. The history of other beings, since then aware of their existential misery and less defeated and self-absorbed, would not have been repeated. The beginning of human salvation is in mathematics... its completion is in music.” He claims that late in life, after the deaths of his two poisoned dogs, his fourth divorce after his fourth marriage, the trauma of the Bamiyan Buddhas' destruction in Afghanistan, and the simultaneous removal of two of his internal organs (his appendix and half a waxy liver), coinciding with the sale of the first edition of his groundbreaking book, *Phobias of Man*, which he now considers nonsense, he was struck by an inner revelation, like an inspiration, that he had spent a considerable portion of his life acquiring consciousness, and that the time remaining was insufficient to expand it further. He also realized that he had been the victim of a malicious trap, one in which he had participated with both sincere and malicious enthusiasm, orchestrated by a fate unjustified by destiny or metaphysical will. He said: “Forget history. You must always avoid three things: those who claim to know history, those who claim to create it, and those who claim to learn from it. Reading Hegel is the first and obligatory step to completely overcome the need to read Hegel. History does not repeat itself, but continues. The flaw lies in man. If other beings existed, more aware of their existential misery and less inclined towards defeatism and self-absorption, their history would not be repeated. The beginning of human salvation lies in mathematics... and its completion in music.”